It shocked me when I was reading a message from Mom that my father was away that evening. He's actually been ill for almost 3 months ago, hospitalized, and getting poorly weak eveyday. He's my step Dad tough, but for some reasons he's like my biological father. So far he's directly taught me to be discipline, that's what I remember the most. I know that he's now not with us anymore, just temporary away. I wish I could meet him someday in Jannah. Aamiin. Good bye doesn't mean forever, Bapak!